october...

we now light the fire every morning as it is that beautiful crisp autumnal time, where the coziness begins! the smell of this time of year is just so amazing, but people are talking winter already!

now that my nausea is completely gone, i have been working a lot more, and i wanted to give honey a break since he was working lots, and we can deal with the public only so much until we go mad...
it's weird though, now that i am starting to get a belly, i don't feel pregnant?! we are still wainting to tell the family, since we want to see that the baby is all okay...i guess this is post-miscarriage stress, since we just don't want people to get excited again like last time...but phoenix (whose name came to me vividly in a dream when i was pregnant the first time) definitely chose the right name, since if all goes well, she had to leave the first time to be sort of reborn this time...very interesting indeed